To my Perfect Life 1. Study as high as possible 2. Earn as much as possible 3. Retire as soon as possible 4. Play as much as possible 5. Enjoy as long as possible 6. Die as fast as possible Roar!! EC-50 : [$0/$365] MicroCrush : [$0/$88] Tagboard ShoutMix chat widget |
Thursday, July 16, 2009 / 11:50 AM ♥
Super Random Thoughts SGClub.com is totally chui already. LOL! =_=" All the stupid lame things also appear in there. What happens when 2 people fail to communicate? They flame each other online. LOL! you pervert la, you bully la, than all the complain thread pop out. =/ SUPER LAME and they reaching their 30s. whatever man. You know how sensitive people get to what people say. I remember once, years ago, i just told someone shes a bitch for fun, she got offended. =/ Than she told her bf, and her bf came online specially and scold me? LOL! Really bo liao la really. I know some people get very upset over certain negative namings, but come on la, its a damn game. I mean, how can you take a stranger perception of you so seriously. You could voice out your displeasure, but there is totally no need to get upset what. You know how people like to use words, and sometimes they have other meanings. A simple "Eh are you going anot? if so, im coming down now". If it apply to 2 loggerheads, it seems like a fight prone meet. Why ar? I dont understand lor. WHY cannot it means, go down and talk nicely and settle the unhappiness peacefully? Of cos you wouldnt know right, which is why there is always the reply. I mean could just ask, "you go for what" if you want your face so that much, or simply "to settle our differences?" and that see and act accordingly. Is there a need to simple assume that he going to beat you up? pft. You know how people like to brag and force themselves into a corner? I mean if you got money you brag, fine, its irritating thats all. But if you going to a job interview that your friend or whoever introduce, and they ask you if you think you can do it anot. And instead of reply, yea i could learn if i dont, anyway it doesnt hard to try; they start replying stuff like, of cos, i will do this, i will do that...blah blah blah. I mean, if you failed? How the fucking hell are you going to talk yourself out of it, without making up stories. You know how people get to nagging? Just like the me right now, who totally cant stop the flooding thoughts leakage. We take them for granted dont we. In fact, behind every words of nag, is a concern we fail to feel at the moment of time, and we tend to try to ignore it. By the time its too late, regret. And with regret, people who want face goes on to the most wonderful tactic "you never/didnt tell me". To give a little benefit, sometimes forget. And it pisses the damn nagger off. Simply enough, sometimes it better to just listen. I mean even by listen to someone problems or their situation or whatever, even if you cant help it will never be a bad thing. Of cos it wont be the same experience if you going through the same things, but at least you know, you are not the only one going through it. And who knows, maybe you can use your friend experience to think of an idea. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! RELIEF~~~~~~~~~~~~~ :DDDDDDDDDDDDD Tuesday, July 14, 2009 / 2:53 PM ♥
a big fat RANDOM pointless pointless pointless pointless!! WTF?! I despise guys who doesnt want to improve and yet think they are so damn smart. I despise guys who spend more than they can earn. I despise guys who brag about everything and anything, especially about nothing. I despise guys who act brave but in the end - one big coward. I despise guys who cant support themselves. 1) Asking friend for help in a fight = coward (if you are that great 1 on 1 please). 2) Since knowing cant win a fight without friends which = coward, but still start a fight = act smart 3) Other than being coward and extremely act smart still act brave = brag about nothing. 4) Sometimes bragging fails, so they spend money to gain it back = spend more than they can earn (material satisfaction). 5) Since spend so much on useless bragging, = cant support themselves. In the end = ONE BIG FAILURE :) The only reason, I CANT STAND SUCH GUYS ANYMORE! LOL! especially, when nothing helps anymore, they start to whine omfg. PFT! Sidetrack, Anyway, our bodies actually have the wonderful abilities to heal - wounds, sickness and stuff except virus (its a goddamnvirus!). SO! if every little thing you take medicine, you actually weaken this ability to heal. You can try taking 2 panadol everyday, after than when you got a headache and you take 1 panadol, it wont work anymore. Which is why, even when you go see doctors, you are given the minimum amount needed of medication, especially polyclinic (now you know why, private clinic cost so much more). LOL! Whats the point? I dont know :D I mean, since when must there be a point to blog. Everything is pointless. I mean if you seriously think about it. Sad to say, but MOST of us after we died, how many people would remember you. And if those who remember you died? Unless you like some big shot la, than maybe, but commoners? Hard man. But even if you are some big shot, people talk about you, but after awhile it fade. So actually everything you gain is more for like your own satisfactions. LOL! But than people are never satisfied. HAHAHA! STUPID HUR! LOL! Sunday, July 12, 2009 / 3:29 AM ♥
I want to stop caring. ARGH! Where has my happy carefree life went to. Woo WOO WOO! I KNOW! to the "expected behavior of aged being". AND AND maybe to the "should have angelic responsibility with age". ![]() I want to be able to stick this everywhere and be happy. Well, I AM HAPPY! Just not carefree enough. LOL! But than you know, people will than think that im not an asshole anymore, but rather worst than an asshole. Apparently, Im so fricking tired just now, i couldnt help but fall asleep at 9. AND NOW LOOK WHERE IM AT?! shit. In fact, i woke at 12, HAHA! Dont i just love my sleeping habits. Either way, I get pissed when i woke up in the middle of the night, because will turn emo =/ LIKE EMO! zzz. ![]() Im so obsessed lately. I think it starting to be a little overboard. LOL! And i realise lately i start doing things, most of the time i will going into this "my world" mode, and will snap if people interrupt me, or totally just ignore them =_=" Its like WOW can =/ since im well known especially to certain people, to not focus on one thing and finish it. bleah. If only it applies in my studying though. LOL! ![]() And talking about studies. THAT MDIS HOR! zzz. They dont fricking update their web properly. How the fuck am i suppose to know when and what level to register. And its pointless to call, they dont even have the damn brochure in hard copy. So, i only have their words for it. Could they just update incoporate advance dip with degree in the damn web SOMEWHERE since they claim its together now? ITS LIKE ITS NON-EXISTANT! ARGH! How to plan what i really want to do man. zzz. And the uncomfirm feeling is making me go kuku. ARGH! NO SECURITY!! I need plans! PLANS FOR THE FUTURE! Even though i might just drop dead anytime, but STILL!! PLANS!! =(( Friday, July 10, 2009 / 4:44 PM ♥
Went double O. Saw a fight like right beside me. =/ idiots really. LOL! ![]() I like that guy body man =/ Anyway, that bunch of malays really fucked up. =_=" We were standing there, they were behind and beside us, and keep disturbing us. Lamers. And one of the girls is even more fucked up, totally cmi. And the bunch is the one who cause the stupid fight. ![]() Not her but she was around this size. Abit shorter and fatter. Didnt really know what happen, just that that bunch of malays start hitting 1 dark skin guy. After the fight stopped for the first time, this girl (refer above), go start it again. =_=" Wtf? zzz. And she really cmi. Since i was standing there the entire time, i was looking at her dance, not nice nvm, maybe just not good at dancing. Fat also nvm, i mean some people are just fat. Ugly also nvm, born like that. But than, she decide to start the fight again, WA than im really like WTF, attidue sucks, so she from everything nvm and ok become FAT UGLY IGNORANT BITCH! :D Now no one can say i judge people by appearance eh. I gave her negative points chances, she screwed it. =/ ![]() Got, whiskey and tequila shot. Than order a jug of i donno what, which merely taste like plain water. LOL! Should just use the money and shot all the way. After that, go slack in front of Raffles MRT, waiting for the damn first train. LOL! By the time i wash up bathe and stuff its already like 730. LOL! AND I WANT MY GUITAR!! OMFG LOR. I really never wanted something so much =_=" CONTROL!! LOL! =_= sucks. Got a reply from yamaha already, the amp cost $88. =( $365 + $88 = $453 LOL! Sad =/ Wednesday, July 8, 2009 / 6:53 PM ♥
Right, dental appointment on 7th july. WOW! i totally thought today is 7th july =_=" STUPID STUPID STUPID!! Only found out its 8th today after the receptionist told me. Lucky, the dentist is nice, so didnt make a wasted trip. And after 6 weeks of not visiting them, suddenly need wear mask liao =/ I guess im just slow, cos apparently i think its been like that for quite awhile already. So i waited for around 1 hour cos 2nd floor doesnt have the equipment and my folder =/ but most importantly, the dentist didnt even mind the mix up of date at all. ![]() Really la, the first braces experience with that ass guy dentist is really shit. Totally on different levels. Its actually pretty a unforgettable experience which traumatize me a little =/ Whatever man, he can go suck his own balls. =_=" idiot. Anyway, one of the damn bracket broke and it cost me $12++ ONE! zzz. And a wire $7+. =_=" and just like that with GST 20 bucks is gone. ![]() Was feeling a little irritated during the wait. This idiotic man went to the reception around 830 and start creating a fuss of not having coffee at NDC. I mean SERIOUSLY?! He want coffee, he could get it before he come. And who cares if his daughter is on the 6th floor and he is on the 2nd. I mean, he leave his daughter there to look for coffee, why cant just leave her there a little longer, and walk to "people's park" to get his damn coffee? And he wanted to see the in-charge, so fine, she is on her way, and he want to go back to the 6th floor, fine. But than, when people asked him his name, the reply was "Doesnt matter". WTF?! Than how he expect people to find him. He is the one who want to complain. Idiot. And its noisy la, got irritated since its so early in the morning + the lack of sleep of say 3 hours, i really ARGH! wanted to slap him =/ and scream "DAMN YOUR COFFEE" LOL! But than it will be super drama =/ LOL ![]() And Great! I came across another guitar - ibanez RG321 MH. But apparently it cos $642.00 LOL! its like twice the price of EC-50 =/ and i dont think it will be enough for advance stage. I dont think i will reach advance stage anyway - meaning play for fun, own enjoyment. And since, thats the case, Why spend so much LOL! The EC-50 based on research, can last from beginner to intermediate stage. Which is about where, i guess my fingers will died on me, so yea. Tuesday, July 7, 2009 / 4:34 PM ♥
Went Bugis, fortune center get the cheap damn microSD card, as in cheaper in all my research : http://online.ffl-accessories.com/ After that went Davis guitar and...LOL! Dont know how to walk go, than anyhow walk LOL! Side track so many times. Walk walk, Eh new mall at bugis the arcade very big, go play! blah blah blah. End up from bugis walk to raffles city need 1 hour man!Finally reach peninsula, only than i realise, where i am man! LOL! Anyway, =( check out the price already. =( oh well. :D EC-50: $365 (new) VS EC-50: $150 (used) VS VS VS OR just stick with the borrowed classical guitar for the moment :D owned. Wonderful online guitar lesson with video. :D Very clear and straight forward. I mean, if you could learn to get your fingers to work and curve fast enough with a little of musical knowledge, in less than 3 hours can start playing a simple song already. Even if totally no knowledge, also got teach, what kind of guitar to get, and what to look out for when getting one, how to tune guitar, blah blah blah. ![]() Nice to play! But i got stuck somewhere, than aiya, fed up. LOL! Anyway, Fuck it, im not going to care! Time to save up for ESP LTD EC-50! + Orange MicroCrush. Meanwhile, use the one at home =/ HAHAHA! There you go, decision made! Like finally. And to think days before im worrying about school fees. Well, fuck i still am =_=" But somehow it would work out i guess. :D Have hope and you can keep hoping. No hope, than forever wont get it right!? LOL Sunday, July 5, 2009 / 5:22 PM ♥
![]() So after standing on my head for days. I did the world most boliao thing ever. Gather, grab 2 sleeping bags, plastic ground sheet and head for east coast =/ Well, So end up, my backs hurts, cos the floor is damn hard despite the sleeping bag, damn tired cos obviously didnt sleep due to the rising amount of insecurity. LOL! Anyway, i guess its better than staying at home facing the com from morning till night than sleep right. So pratically didnt on my com for 1 and a half day! Its a record! LOL! ![]() TMD! ESP EC-1000 VB ![]() Its selling like USD700~USD900. Vintage black! Made new spec, send contacts for servicing. Apparently Grand spec shop scam me. LOL! TMD louya frame the colour all drop le, the thing also loose liao + lense need $200, now make like $130 nia zzz. Two package came, FINALLY! :D Been waiting for months can. =_=" idiot. |
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