pissed. my bro is being a fking asshole. one big chauvinist pig.

I remember got this argument of gender equality in class. And i came to realize, those bloody man want everything. Fine, you can say serve NS, waste 2 years blah blah. What about your mom who have carry you 9 months in her womb and give birth to you  and spend the rest of her life taking care of you, worrying about you? How many years huh?! If you say man have better capability in work should get more pay, hold higher position because they are stronger physically. FINE, i agree. BUT DONT FKING WHINE ABOUT NS AFTER THAT.

Guys who have been to NS will know that the salary is different - mostly after NS pay higher. So now they want to whine, they want power, they want every fking thing.

My lecturer did raise a point, since the past, men are the one fighting wars blah blah - females are not send to war because if get caught - rape, weaker physically blah blah, but if all women are the one fighting wars, where is the rape - lesbian maybe? physical would equal out? So the problem lies from the beginning. FROM THE VERY BEGINNING. Men took advantage gain power, and refused to even budge a little.

And some MEN think they are so fking great, just because got this advantage from the past. FROM THE PAST. fking pigs. WITHOUT WOMEN THERE IS NO MEN and vice versa. I can accept men being say as stronger, because they are frankly. But cant they have at least a little decency to at least not be such a fking asshole.

I refused to do housework. JUST BECAUSE IM SUPER PISSED. thats that. my mom can say all she wants. she can continue to rant on how young she is since she do housework blah blah. GO AHEAD. If the guys can stand the house in shambles, feel free, i wont be bothered. They can have their dishes and clothings pile up high, dust flying everywhere. SO BE IT. I wont care, like to be so POWER, MANLY what. CLEAN YOURSELF.



Instead of stroking my arm, he decide to fking spark my anger. Fucker. Im not that easily pushed around. Hit me and i bite.

I bought A LOT of things. As in A LOT. I went sitex in search for something, and i ended up with yet another headphone. People who know about my grado will understand why i go for another headphone - grado is practically making me a walking jukebox.

The "Limited Edition" Re-release version One piece ship. KNS.

Present :) from my love.

I was mulling over it, get it, dont get it. Than because its risky, dont know which character is inside, so in the end it became a present for me. LOL.


Headphone~ Closed Dynamic - its clear ok. Pioneer SE-MJ5. I was contemplating whether to get it a not, because cannot try. Lucky it turn out good.

The boss say its use by Japan DJ or something. Cant remember. LOL. Make me too xin dong, than jiu buy. Not to add in Candy irritating "you better buy something after make us run the whole hall" speech. LOL.



















Fiio E5 Headphone Amplifier. It does make my pioneer more bassy, and more warm. Haven try it with my grado yet. Retail $35-$40; Online shop $26-$30; I buy $14. LOL.


Projection Led Alarm Clock

Self - explanatory. Basically i can project the time, date, whatever on the ceiling, wall, blah blah with birthday reminder blah blah. $28 + $2 for delivery.

Another gift. :3 Im spoilt really.

Swiss Miss - How could you miss it. Basically 1 packet is Marshmallow, the other is hot chocolate. $5+ for 8 sets ok. LOL

And yet another gift.

LOL. I think im start to become crazy. But i like it. CANNOT MEH? xD

The laptop cooler pad i bought from sitex. Super funny. At first i saw $6, than i walk one big round, another place selling $5, so yea. Since my old one is like dying and make more noise than slaughtered pigs, i just get it. Its super bright ok. So techno. HAHAHA.


Ok la i know i seems like some kid. BLEAH. OLD FARTS! xD

hmmmm. I got 3 slabs of chocolate, 3 box of eclipse, 1 packet of chocolate raisins, 1 carton of apple juice, green tea mint, coke candy. Fucking ridiculous.

I ate pastamania - the usual creamy chicken. than ribeye steak. wa that ribeye steak super value for money hor. one steak + pasta its like 10.90 only. wtf. And it taste not bad, except the pasta was really not creamy? its like translucent, not my kind of cream sauce, but the steak is shiok ok. And most importantly its not overcooked. The sirloin steak cause 9.90 only, will go try some day.

Assignment is shit. Im getting sick. My health seems to be going haywire. LOL. Im back on med for my stupid stomach problems. Flu and cough is being and irritating thorn in my butt.

My mp3 screen protector cost like 10 bucks. So i got a psp screen protector for 2.50 and cut it into 2. can use 2 time somemore. so wu hua. LOL. its like 1.25 for each. I want to cut my hair, dye my hair and be and idiot. LOL! sorry i mean i already am an idiot. but you know thats not the point. everyone is an idiot. Dont believe? look into the mirror and you will agree with me. And if you dont, it just prove how idiotic you are. :)


The palm pixi is out. But one major disappointment. NO WIFI! ARGH!!! Striking it out of my wish list and replacing it with the LG new chocolate BL40. stupid. ITS JUST SHORT OF WIFI. saded. =( but its not in sale in SG yet anyway. oh well. me and my nonsenses.

HAHAHA! SEE LA! hao lian somemore la LOL!! =/ From first become second. Sad case LOL.

ARGHHH! Im on some fucking flu medicine and im like fucking drowsy now. I cant even really think straight. wtf man. I havent complete my god damn assignment. fuck man. ahhh. shit happens right. Like the guy in the video. LOL!


I have yet to open my one piece ship figure. Debating whether i should a not. You know how collectibles worth depreciate once its open. I know im sick. I know it. :)

Got school on Saturday. ROAR! And what happen when we have class on Saturday?
Everybody goes crazy.

It started off with me drawing this little guy which i named DODO. LOL.

There WERE 3 groups presenting, and they decided to draw their logos on too, after shalene expanded on my 2nd drawing and make it into a candy shit.

Pretty self-explanatory. No one was in the mood for school on Saturday. :)And that was a new bag that i buy like a month ago? And i only fucking receive it like 2 days ago. pft.










Went town after that. hmmm, OG having sales, i gave up on AFA. Got a pierre cardin bag because its like on 60% off - canvas, leather. LOL =/ but its still an insane 3 digit. ahhhh. Bought so many things. Head over to orchard ion for Aoba ramen, i finally tried their side dishes. HAHAHA! Pathetically nice though. LOL. cos the serving is pretty small =/

So i went out from morning 830am to at night 10pm. Almost died. LOL

hai. i bought miso concentrate at westmall ytd. and i drank 1 packet and i was like. WOW super salty. LOL. but oh well, it taste ok. Im feeling super lethargic like always. i can fall asleep for like around 4 times a day. morning wake up, afternoon sleep, evening sleep, than around 9+ want to sleep again.


and i have been eating and eating and eating and eating and the urge to buy things is like BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY IT NOW! Now i thinking back this entire week, i ate SUPER lot. Hate exam. Make me fat. LOL! =/


1 down 3 more to go. 9 weeks and 2 month of fking hell. shit. =(

Exam tml. Frankly speaking, having exam every 3 weeks is really starting to get to me. I mean, fine if i pass, than its like 1 module gone, but than its like, it seems exam is like always there. The feeling sucks. Im feeling pissed. PISSED.

And it makes me eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and buy and buy and buy and buy.



That apart, im feel im going deeper and deeper.



Do i or do i not. Am i taking it for a ride. Am i just playing. Am i just being a fool. Am i just denying. WHAT IN THE FUCK AM I DOING. WHAT IN THE FUCK HAVE I DONE.

If i dont care, why do i feel useless.

Question that will never be answer or simply in denial. Because i know im denying and i dont want to accept, but can i not do so? RUDELY THRUST INTO MY FACE. THANKS.